As I came home that morning
a smile plastered on my face...
I used to think I was useless
just another lifeless pawn...
What did I do wrong?
what have I done right...
EVIL - has only one disguise
PEOPLE - just look into their eyes...
My poems are very secret
they read 'handle with care...
I never thought it would end like this
there was always destruction around...
I've given up on trying
to explain how I feel...
Once a good girl prim and proper
but then I made a few decisions...
Always portrayed as the 'good girl'
when that's not really me...
I could never find the words
because I wanted something perfect...
Now waiting for the answer
anticipated for so long...
I've given up on trying
finally closed my heart...