ALLIE is my name!
I adore ERIKA and I miss her every much...

I try to drown myself in sleep
I try to stay alive...

I wish you missed me
I wish you love me as much as I love you...

A door closed
As she heard her dad drive off...

Another bad day
I'm finally home and so relieved...

Have you ever had your family come home and not...
Have you ever just wanted to crawl into a ball...

... [[ burn away ]] ...
One more slash..One more cut...Baby I would do...

Calling
Calling...

... [[forever]] ..
Push...

She screams
Louder...

You act like you care...pretend to smile when I...

I walk beside you
trying to hold my head up high...