I really want to be with you,
But, theres things you don't understand...

Agonizing, torturous nightmares,
Cold sweats and screams in the night...

Depression, well he's a beast,
He has a cold and deathly clutch...

I built a wall around my heart,
So no one could get through...

Life's foundation is built with Christ alone,
The walls are made with love and faith in him...

Sitting in class all upset
a little blue eyed girl who lost a bet...

Even though we aren't together,
He's always in my heart...

Smoke
Filled air...

I love the way you smile,
It brings warmth to my heart...

I miss the times we use to spend,
Holding each other all night...

Beneath the honeyed words that coats his lips
Lies venom seeping into every verse...

Loving a player,
Is not the same...