As she slowly drifts to sleep her eyes will not close...for when she dreams...her fears expose..she fights to stay..awake in deed..her memories haunt her..of her need

She wished she was blind..so she couldnt see her self..she wished for a shooting star..so she was someone els

I cover my pain so well....noone knows..i go through hell

Your ran from me and pushed me away when I questioned you,you had nothing to say I just want and answer and then a goodbye,I'll never bother you again and ask you why,why do you hurt me and make me feel this pain I start to cry,when I hear your name..

Is it worth living even when you give all the love that you can give but dont get anything in return..something so simple even such as and i love you..?

A smile,is a smile,but turn it upside down,then a smiles a frown,and when you look at me,thats just what you'll see, so dont ever say put on a smile,because even when I do smile,its still a frown,turned upside down.

To love,is something I can do,something so simple it seems,but my memories,make it so much easier to hate.

Look at me,dont look away,or maybe your not looking away..maybe your looking right through me,just like im looking right through myself.

Sometimes you'd make me laugh an sometimes you'd make me cry,sometimes you'd give me hope an sometimes you'd make me want to die,i just dont understand so i cry,did you ever love me? or was that just anotherlie

Your moms so small she went golfing an they thought she was the ball.