Crying into my pillow
blocking out the light...

October comes
with a terrible day...

Somethings happening
something wrong...

Always the fun one
the only who's always there...

Most of the time i feel like i cant face another...
cause the lights forever shut out...

Losing the one i love
is the hardest thing ever...

Sitting on my windowsill
with my legs dangling over...

I cant block you out anymore
no matter how hard i try...

Dark as my surroundings
locked away out of sight...

Mirror mirror
on the wall...

I know i say sh*t
99% of it isnt true...

My eyes flutter open
I'm lying on the floor...