He thinks he controls me, but he doesn't.
He thinks I'll do anything he wants me to, but I...
I always do the wrong thing,
But through the shouts and the screams...
You look at me,
you see a happy little girl...
I'll never be the same,
I was played just like a game...
The anger is all bottled up inside,
from my emotions I can't hide...
When you look at me all you see is my black hair...
you don't see what's underneath, and you don't...
Forgotten.
Neglected...
I stare out the window,
saying over and over to myself "You should...
Lying awake at night,
hearing the yelling and all the fights...
Surrounded by a puddle of blood.
With mascara all over her cheeks from tears cried...
Life doesn’t always go your way.
Sometimes you can’t say the things you need...
You take another hit at me.
You scream a little louder...