Lately life has been so complicated
as it always was and always will be...

You can cry
or you can laugh...

Broken smiles fade away,
She covers her mouth as her mascara starts to run...

Daddy comes into my room at night
he hits me till I'm scared with fright...

I dont think you really love me
i dont think that is what this is...

Fabricated lies
tearing us apart...

I'm so unperfect
my reality is a nightmare...

Putting the gun to your head
imagining your body lifeless and dead...

Its been so long since i have written
life has been okay...

Words come to a stop
nothing is the same anymore...

Silly anorexic girl
food is for fatties...

When your tears fall
ill be that person you can count on to call...