Late at night
i sit and cry...

Words come to a stop
nothing is the same anymore...

I desire most, what I cannot have.
I crave to have your love, your heart...

You said those words
"I love you&quot...

There's too much on my plate
so many varieties of things i can't face...

[M]OURNING OVER SOMETHING LOST
[I]RRESPONIBLE TO THE COST...

Most people aren't happy.
The truth is this world is crappy...

I wish people could understand,
and help me through this...

I'm ignoring your calls
and your texts too...

Ana is my drug of choice
She heard the desperation in my voice...

Lately my life has been spinning
spinning way too fast...

Sometimes i dont understand
why my life is this way but yours is all going...