It hurts, so much to know that one person can controle every emotion you have. that one person can make you happy or sad, laugh or cry. but worst of all, is that one person can either break your heart or make it whole.

Im so used to being sad, its all i ever knew. but then i met you, and it hit me.. im not sad, im happy. im just afraid because im so used to not having anything, and now i have the whole world in my hands.

Im sick of being pushed around
im sick of having my heart ripped out
then thrown to the ground
im sick of falling and never being caught
im sick of holding on
when holding on is all that i've got.

&&;; behind this smile, is everything you'll never understand.

Tonights the night the world stops spinning and people start getting real

If you really want to "find yourself" then play hide and seek alone

You see things and say "why"
but i dream things
that could never be and ask "why not"

Can i give you my heart and trust you not to break it?
can i tell you i love you and have you feel the same with out having to fake it?
can i tell you i want you and need you and you be right there?
if i told you all of this would you even care?

together we'll live
together we'll die
but thats not the true
ITS JUST A LIE

You've lied to me before but i know, its all ok. cause when i tell you i love you(and mean it) you say it back and dont realize thats not what im waiting for you to say