Sucking blood to survive....

The hardest question to answer is "why?"

Did you forget to take your meds?

Its okay to be angry and never let go....

I seem to be dead...i feel dead...i look dead.....i lay like the dead....i want to be dead...but when i see you everyday.....i know im not dead....because the dead dont feel pain.

You say its over.....i can die again....

You told me it was over...why stay sober?

I only scream for you.....

Was it wrong to think you cared???

I planned my own destruction...