You give me so many .x.Reasons.x. to love you.

Empty words.x.Empty promises.x.
Leave me be.x.Don't stay.x.
It hurts too much to love someone like you.

We say we love eachother.
But I just don't understand why we aren't together then.

You can hurt my feelings, break my body, and f.u.c.k with my mind. But one thing you cannot do; is tarnish my hope, and break my pride.

Do we ever trully learn from our past mistakes?
I guess, I'm one out of a million who makes the same one over and over again.

I can only hope he can forgive me.
It hurts to much knowing he's angry with me.
I wish I never said the things I said.
But I let my stupidity get the best of me.
Now I'm paying the ultimate price.

I messed it up.
Once again.
I know it was my fault.
But apologies never mend.
There's a rip in our hearts.
One that will swallow us whole.

I can feel the tears of my cheeks.
It's raining in my heart.

It was over before it ever began.

I've told myself.x.Time&Time.x.again;
That I'm better off without [you].
But I .always. find my way back to your [arms]. . .