I am sitting here,
I'm getting nervous & scared...

I love you more than anything,
No matter what you do...

My heart bled black,
I bled too...

Dear Mom,
You always helped me through...

Its like im noy even here,
Like it doesnt matter if i\'m there...

When I was sad,
You made me feel good...

~I don't know what to call it, not really that...
Oops, I made a boo boo...

I wonder if you notice,
I wonder what you'll do...

I'm the shell of what i used to be
overwhelmed, with numbness inside...

You were sheltered
& kept so air tight...

July 31, 2003 3:10am
Theres two sides of me...

He left me,
But he says "It's only temporary&quot...