I'm waiting for the doors of life to open
I'm sitting here dreaming of all that could be...

I'm your lover
and I'm your friend...

You just left my house
and i watched you walk away...

Months of confusion
days of horrible pain...

As my heart starts to sink
and memories slowly start to disappear...

Fears of a baby is painful
the days keep going on so long...

Are you ever so scared of who you are and just...

I will not let you hurt me again
i will not allow my heart to be broken...

Words, thought and memories fill my mind
i wonder if things where different what sort of...

I never thought i could feel this way
this year has been a drag...

I thought id pushed
all the pain away...

If i were dead would ppl remember me
if i were alive what would ppl notice me...