I'm standing all alone
on this beautiful night...

I'm waiting for the doors of life to open
I'm sitting here dreaming of all that could be...

I'm your lover
and I'm your friend...

Months of confusion
days of horrible pain...

As my heart starts to sink
and memories slowly start to disappear...

My heart is heavy
from all the pain i hide...

As i sit at this computer
tears filling my eyes...

Do you even know i exist
am i just some forgotten mistake...

I'm dancing on the clouds of love
running amongst the white fluffy pillows...

I walk in the door and fall
another day bought more pain...

Anorexia the devil invades my every move
my best friend captivated in its grip...

Ill carry you in my smile
ill carry you in my heart...