I thought to my self again that
today id rather stay inside...
A little girl of five
dancing in circles with her daddy...
Fears of a baby is painful
the days keep going on so long...
Endless tears forever stream
my life seems hardly fair...
You sit there calling me a lier and a cheater
yet you don't know their pain...
When the world begins to darken
and your worst fears shine through...
Self doubt fills my day
burdening my dark soul...
I love him, i do
but I'm still unsure...
The world of gloom and darkness
resurfaces and engulfs me...
I ran away today
i ran from my tears...
Sooner or later you lose yourself
you just have to close the door...
When you begin to wonder where you went wrong
and what happened to the happier days...