As i sit at this computer
tears filling my eyes...

If i were dead would ppl remember me
if i were alive what would ppl notice me...

Sitting in the shadows
as my life passes me by...

I regret my past
what i did was wrong...

Why do you do it to yourself
slap it on your name...

Today i was told she didn't make it
before she was ready to go...

Running down a never ending road
signs all around telling me I'm lost...

Some of my scars
i will slowly reveal...

Sooner or later you lose yourself
you just have to close the door...

In the darkness of the night
Self destruction infects my being...

Are you ever so scared of who you are and just...

Sunday the day after Saturday
the day of destruction and hate...