Let me wake up,
Please let me wake up.
Let me forget the bruises,
Please let me forget.
Let me loose my way,
Please let me loose.
Can you PLEASE let me loose,
This battle of life and death.

Looking in the mirror for so long,
Shards of tears to the floor.
The anguish from you, the lies, the dreams.
I breathe no more.

Thinking back,
I look and see your face.
In my dreams there you’ll be.
Disgusted by your actions,
Always in my heart you’ll never be.

I don't feel like smiling.
but i fake a smile,
crying inside,
bleeding outside
but i fake a smile.

I’m blue, inside and out.
Blue as my feelings that live inside.
As dead as life,
As blue as blue.
Tears and drops so blue.
Blue as my thoughts that live inside.
Anger and turmoil.
As blue as life.
I’m blue inside and out.

So why pretend that there is even a shadow of doubt..

I wish you would just leave.
Your presence still stays here.
And you won't leave me alone.

As that time of year yet lingers, and as the years pass each time i realise how much i miss you.
Happy birthday grandad xxxx

Promise me you'll stay here with me this time...

And when i see your face, your haunting me.