Choking to breathe

Scared and frightend.

It's not so easy when the tears roll down my face and your not there

How can life be what you want it to be?

Why? is the question never answered.

The tears that sting my eyes

It's not as if i asked for you to do this, now is it?

If you don't break, i will break you

You won't get away from my pain

Its not as if you ever really cared about me as you said tonight, don't worry i'll sort it you said that last time what makes this time so special? You stoped me from killing myself maybe?