Why bother saying you understand when you don't. Why bother asking me i'm ok, when i'm not. And why bother asking if i'll see you tomorrow, coz i won't....

Take my pain, put it in a locket right next to your heart.

Because of you all that is left of me is who i pretend to be.

Could you at least pretend to care ? ?

It's not just you that scares me, it's me, i'm scared of loosing control again...

The blade is forced into my veins again.

Behind my smile is everything i will never tell

.....Leave me alone, Get out of my head, Your hurting me again.....

.....You will never understand what you put me through and never care.....

Theres too much pain for time to erase.