Finally coming to terms with what i've got to do in my minutes of life...kill you!

As the day comes to an end as the sky thickens with darkness i look back, i think back, and i am back

I thought you would understand

No longer will you see me cry

All that is left of me is who i'm poretending to be

Each tear i have cried safely goes away in a jar. Waiting for the day i can drown you in them. Each bit of blood lost safely goes away in a jar. Waiting for the day i can cut you like you did me!

I find it hard to express the way i feel sometimes as you all can not see my wrist my heart and my mind.

Breathing the air you breathe, my lungs collapse with your poison.

Just you remember:
each time ive cried.
each time ive shed blood.
each time i screamed at you.
Just keep the word EACH in you head.
EACHsucide attempt was for you!!!

I no your secret...This is how you intended my lfe!!!!