.....You will never understand what you put me through and never care.....

Theres too much pain for time to erase.

It's been several minutes since you last hurt me...

And still the tears roll down my face

One moment of my overdose stays in my head, climbing the stairs, then falling..reaching the top sitting outside your bedroom and still you don't hear my screams....

Shattered glass in my wrist.

Could this finally be my last night of life?

Some things are just harder to say to your face.

Are we alive? or just breathing?

I don't see the fuking point in living this so called life anymore!!