Could it be...
A life inside of me...
Well if there is, it is no more...
As it is drowning in drink...
And crying in pain...
But...
It's only life...
Isnt it?

Dont worry,
You'll be free of me.
When the sun comes up...

I can see it your eyes,
I can see it when you laugh at me,
I can feel it when you hold me,
I can feel it when you kiss me,
But most of all I hear it when you say,
I love you.

Put away for protection.
Living a lie.
Leaving for the better?
No.
Worse off than before.
I knew it was a mistake.
I should never have entered the nut house.

They shall not grow old as we who are left grow old.
Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun and in the morning,
We will remember them.

Moonlight on the soft brown earth, leading to where YOU lay.

Frightend by what i see.
Blinded by my tears.
Don't turn out the lights.
Sleep never dies.

I would just like to say,
Thanks for nothing Dad.

Devastation, is the word i've given to life.

A line from my poem, Devastation.
Please read. Many thanks xxx

Whispering to the ears
Hands and knees at your feet
Loosing grip of reality
Turning to the blade for relief.