When will you finally realise what you did to me was wrong?

Our lives begin to end the day
We become silent about things that matter.

&& so i die then maybe you would notice me....

I just don't give a fuk.

Choking to breathe

Can we try again to start a new story with this life?
Shine a ray of light upon on our hearts of long lost relationship and change how it used to be?
Daddy you and me.

Trust yourself and don't give up...Thats what i tried but then you knocked me down along with the wind.

I’m blue, inside and out.
Blue as my feelings that live inside.
As dead as life,
As blue as blue.
Tears and drops so blue.
Blue as my thoughts that live inside.
Anger and turmoil.
As blue as life.
I’m blue inside and out.

I don't feel like smiling.
but i fake a smile,
crying inside,
bleeding outside
but i fake a smile.

Thinking back,
I look and see your face.
In my dreams there you’ll be.
Disgusted by your actions,
Always in my heart you’ll never be.