Looking in the mirror for so long,
Shards of tears to the floor.
The anguish from you, the lies, the dreams.
I breathe no more.

Let me wake up,
Please let me wake up.
Let me forget the bruises,
Please let me forget.
Let me loose my way,
Please let me loose.
Can you PLEASE let me loose,
This battle of life and death.

Somehow I will make you see.
I can’t live this life with you by my side.
So leave me.

Sudden life becomes sudden death with you and me.

I can't sleep. I need to tell you goodnight.

We all have that burning candle inside. Eventually it will burn out.

Tears form behind my eyes but i do not cry.

So why pretend that there is even a shadow of doubt..

I wish you would just leave.
Your presence still stays here.
And you won't leave me alone.

As that time of year yet lingers, and as the years pass each time i realise how much i miss you.
Happy birthday grandad xxxx