The blade is forced into my veins again.

It's not just you that scares me, it's me, i'm scared of loosing control again...

Could you at least pretend to care ? ?

Because of you all that is left of me is who i pretend to be.

Take my pain, put it in a locket right next to your heart.

Why bother saying you understand when you don't. Why bother asking me i'm ok, when i'm not. And why bother asking if i'll see you tomorrow, coz i won't....

I'm so tired of being here.

Your presence still lingers.

It's not as if you ever cared anyway.

.....Leave me alone, Get out of my head, Your hurting me again.....