Forever and always just you remember when your in the stars looking down on me i am always thinking of you, i miss you so much.

Because your everywhere to me
When i close my eyes your all i see is you
Your still haunting me
And when i hold that blade to my wrist
Deeper and deeper it cuts

** part from my poem everywhere please read thanku so much x **

On the outside i look fine but on the inside im dieing.

It's not as if i asked life to be this way. It's not as if i asked for what my dad did to me. It's not as if i care about you. But it is as if i wish i could turn back time and take away all of this pain and stop it before it was too late..

Its not as if you ever really cared about me as you said tonight, don't worry i'll sort it you said that last time what makes this time so special? You stoped me from killing myself maybe?

You won't get away from my pain

If you don't break, i will break you

It's not as if i asked for you to do this, now is it?

The tears that sting my eyes

Why? is the question never answered.