I’m gonna break your heart
Bringing the knife away from my wrist
I throw it to your heart
And I cry and laugh
And I breathe and sigh
And I hide your body from my empty life

As the light goes out
So does my life
With my head on the pillow
And you at my door
Silently I cry until you’re gone

Shattered glass through my mind
Cuts my wrists as I cry
Falling hearts through the sky
Opens a door to a new lie

Dragged towards the demons I cry

Snakes around my ankles
Insects around my face
The blades on my wrists
The souls in my heart
Scars over scars
Life and death
Living in the night sky
Always behind you
Searching, looking, finding
A place to go for you

Confused between what is really and what is not.

Living to die

Faking a life of happiness

Falling to the floor smashing my heart, stood back up, falling back down to smash my soul

Every second
Every hour
Every day
my memories flood my mind