**not supposed to rhyme**
With a heart so cold...

As this depression slides over my mind.
through my body...

Don't be afraid
i'm not going to hurt you...

It's cold and I'm shaking
I've been missing you too long...

[[actually going to be a song when i finish]]
staring up at the night sky...

Almost 5 years
we've known each other...

Lonesome on the pier
waiting for you...

Do you feel like you win when i question myself
does it hurt when i look at other guys...

Darkness surrounds me
Terror I know...

I wish i had left.
i wish i was gone...