You filled my life with grief
And agonizing pain...
Walking home slowly
Dragging my feet through the mud...
If I want to be happy
I have to make a choice...
It's been a long time since
I've messed up the way I do...
This feeling creeps into my soul
Making my entire body feel warm...
It's 2 minutes to midnight
As I lie staring at this blade...
I can't believe I was so stupid
That I didn't even see...
Without you in my sight
Every things such a blur...
You're what keeps me alive
You're my shelter from the lies...
I would give my life
Just to see you smile...
I look inside the demons eyes
And all I see is pain...
It's been 48 hours
Since I felt your heart beat...