It's been 48 hours
Since I felt your heart beat...

I got 4 months to go
before we can be together...

I feel like a fish out of water
Flopping around gasping for breath...

You step into this realm
That is known as my troubled mind...

A month that I spend with you
feels like a year in normal time...

I'm so dizzy and Ive gone
from blue to red to black...

I hold a special place in your heart
and thats a place I plan to keep...

Come on god
i don't ask for much...

What if i had a choice
what if a decision to make...

Life is what you make of it
and thats just how it goes...

Been a week since i've felt relief in your arms
mind lost in wonder as my thoughts...

Feels like my bloods gone cold
The smoke is my only way out...