Fourth of July after a party
My surroundings proceed to spin...
I wake up to the first day
That we have together...
My eyes jolt open
The knife comes up to your neck...
Standing on the edge of sanity
And all I can see is you...
I tell you to smile for me
Because when you do life becomes a dream...
I stand here at the highest point
Of this death camp known as earth...
Nothing but a pair of deuces
All I see is face cards in their hands...
We fail to notice our demise
Is under construction...
Its been such a long time
since i felt like this...
I can't believe I was so stupid
That I didn't even see...
I still don't know how I will go on beginning,
to tell you that your smile keeps my world...
Standing here with all I have;
a head above my shoulders...