Is it possible to die more than once during your lifetime?

Why is it that no matter how much i try to forget im always forced to remember

This is/was the path of my life;

Happy->Upset->Depressed->Death->Pissed and Revengful

I want to see
how life would be
without me
I want to see
how their lives would be
without me

Funny how you are never too young to get your heart torn into a thousand pieces

Why can't i get him out of my mind?

Blackmail and guilt
are what men know best
they make us feel crummy
they make us feel stressed

If I cried a whole river
and Drowned in my tears
would you have even noticed
that i disappeared?

What did I do?
What did I do to make you not want to talk to me?
What did I do to make you never say hello when u see me or bye when you leave?
What did I do?

Its hard to laugh at someone when that someone is laughing too