I'm no one to the world
no one to myself...

Dear dad,
just writing to tell you somethings...

Ever wondered what life really is?
wonder why we live like we do...

If you think your life is hell
that you have nothing left...

I wanna be dead.
kill myself and do it fast...

Angels please surround me.
in my time of need...

If every thing is going so wrong
and every thing is a mess...

I PRETEND:
that things with my mom are going good...

Right when you think
everythings turning up OK...

I prayed last night
prayed to understand...

The earth is turning,
the sun will fade...

Tonight was a night
i gave it away...