Have you ever lived my life
Spent one day in my shoes...

I wear tight pants
So many cans and cants...

I'm drying my eyes
Opening up my heart...

I sit there
Confused at why I\'m here...

If You only knew
What I've been through...

**To:Gentry**
You mean so much to me...

My eyes full of sorrow and despair
My voice low and gentle...

Why in life do I feel so much hurt?
Why in life do I feel so much hate...

Lord I pray every night
Lord I pray for safety through this fight...

Heavenly father hear my prayer
Lord take me away from this everlasting fear...

Brighten my eyes father
Take away my fears...

Here I\'ll wait for you to breath again
Not knowing that your wrist would\'nt mend...