I watch as you turn the blade
Over and over in your hands...

There’s a girl sitting by her window
Watching the raindrops fall...

Have you ever had the feeling that the tears you...
that you are aching instead of healing...

For the first time in my life
I am alone...

You were the only thing in my life
The only one I have ever trusted...

The music starts to play, she hears the beat
She twirls, spins, reciting a practiced piece...

Will you still be there
When the last tear falls...

You expect me to know everything
Like somehow I am god...

You say
You need me...

Like a leech you suck me till I'm dry
Taking away everything you can find...

I’m sitting here
Crying silent tears to myself...

The teachers always screaming
Why wont they just let me be...