You expect me to know everything
Like somehow I am god...

You say
You need me...

The words beneath me are smudging,
each tear i shed makes everything harder to see...

For the first time in my life
I am alone...

You don’t understand
You don’t care...

You are so shy, so quiet
You act like nothing gets to you...

You never even liked me
I know you never did...

Why do I care when all you do is push me away?
Why do I try when you never even cared...

Trying each day
To be something I am not...

You were the only thing in my life
The only one I have ever trusted...

You found me
Out of all of my confusion...

So here I am
Back where it all began...