I miss you very much why did you go
When you would cook it was beautiful...

Why did this happen to me
Everything in my world is gone...

This world that we live in
Is nothing but lies...

As the blade is raised to my wrists
And a simple slash is made...

I am sorry for all this shit this unchanging turn...

I want to feel the razor blade in my unsteady hand
Feel my skin break a part and the pain rush...

What happened to the girl?
With a cheer in her smile...

Not happy
Not mad...

Loving you is like nothing ever before
Your beautiful eyes so blue and bright...

Why did you leave, I miss you so much
Your gentle touch I want to feel...

At night she cries she self to sleep
At home she is never in her room...

As the words lose all meaning
And my heart loses feeling...