Life is alright at the moment, I guess. But time is moving too fast, and there's no way to get it back. Once it's gone, it really is gone. And that, my friends, is my worst fear. All the regrets and the past that nothing can erase. I'm scared of the future, because some days are too good to be spoiled by disasters I know will happen sooner or later, and you have no control over what happens, your at a complete loss of control looking at the future or past. But I'd like to think I'm 'getting better at fighting the future.' |
You once took my heart,
The next day you tore it apart...
My screams
Always silent no-one hears...
I hated you when I found out
Although I didnt fully understand...
I miss you daddy
When will you finally come home...
How come you always argue?
Why do you constantly fight...
The rain falls downwards,
Hard and surrounding...
Things change, and God don't I know it,
There are many things that I regret...
You know everyone wishes to be young again,
But it's not because they want to be young...
We argue lots, we never used to,
And I know things change...
Are you going away for good?
Without leaving me a goodbye...
I wish you weren't buried so deeply inside of me, I wish I could be free of you without losing a part of myself. |
You lost me, so why does it feel lik it's the other way around? |
I never wanted to find someone I would be afraid to lose... |