My love for you is ineffable, in complete honestly. So, I don't care if it is true, if I love you far more than you love me, if it is actually true don't tell me and don't stop pretending.

You have taken me. I am yours no matter how against it I am.

This hurt runs too deep. If I'm the one that makes you happy, I don't want to be me anymore.

You have ruined me.

I don't even know what to do anymore. Are we better? Is it just that we haven't seen each other? Or are we harbouring feelings that are preventing us from taking a step forward out of this mess? I feel so far away from you.

I'm trying really hard to reinvent myself to someone stronger, someone who isn't dependent and clingy, who is brave, someone who doesn't need you anymore...

...this pain I'm feeling, this deep hurt, it's incredible I'm still in tact

I never wanted to find someone I would be afraid to lose...

You lost me, so why does it feel lik it's the other way around?

I wish you weren't buried so deeply inside of me, I wish I could be free of you without losing a part of myself.