I found your tape today
The only thing I have left of you...

What is a home? What is a family?
In my life, it seems, that both are absentees...

*short and simple this time*
One blade was all it took to end her life...

I never once thought
That I would use a knife...

*This is a song I wrote.*
Verse 1...

I always used to be in control.
I never used to have a hole...

Don't ever judge me, cause that just ain't fair.
If you don't like what you see, well that's your...

I used to feel so safe when you were always here,
Cause I knew that you were my Dad...

It's screaming in my face, telling me to give in...
And lately it's become something I can't beat...

Tears falling, vision's blurry.
I'm crying, and I'm feeling furry...