We Were Both Looking for Something We Couldn't Find.
But Now That I Have Found It, I'm Afraid of What I Have Left Behind.

It doesn't matter to him anymore.
&& I don't know what to think of him anymore, either.
I'm so scared to get close to another person agian.
What if they walk away, also?

If someone says they dont love you anymore, doesn't that mean that they never did in the first place? I know the answer, it's just hard to except to accept that you lied to me for so long... about something that meant so much to me.

He keep saying that i have changed.
that i am not who i was.
If he would open his eyes up,
he'd see that who i was and who I've become
still have one thing in common;;
one heart that beats his name every moment of every day.

&& the more i try to block out the thoughts of him. The more thoughts of him there are of him.&& The louder they become.
If I sleep, I only dream of him & of being with him. Of holding him in my arms once agian.

All i do when im not with anyone is go in my room and close the blinds, turn off the lights and sleep. It's pathetic. But to be honest, I feel alone all the time. Without you here with me.

Part 1.

You say goodbye. Walk Away. Tell me it's Over; You Say it's --> HisTorY.
But Baby, I don't believe we would be better off a part--evEn FoR a MiNuTe.

Part 2.

You push thoughts of me to the back of your mind; make me nothing more than a --> memory.
But believe it or not, I can't see my world-- WithOut You In It.

Thats the thing;;
you were never just an ORDiNARY boy to me.
From the moment i met you up until now-
No matter how many times you lied to me, or made me cry ---> I always look at you as if you put the stars in the sky.

Thats the thing;;
you were never just an ORDiNARY boy to me.
From the moment i met you up until now-
No matter how many times you lied to me, or made me cry ---> I always look at you as if you put the stars in the sky.