If someone says they dont love you anymore, doesn't that mean that they never did in the first place? I know the answer, it's just hard to except to accept that you lied to me for so long... about something that meant so much to me.

It doesn't matter to him anymore.
&& I don't know what to think of him anymore, either.
I'm so scared to get close to another person agian.
What if they walk away, also?

We Were Both Looking for Something We Couldn't Find.
But Now That I Have Found It, I'm Afraid of What I Have Left Behind.

Am i strong because i can forgive easier,
or are you?
because you never let anyone get close enough to hurt you in the first place.

Let me guess...
He told your perfect for him,
that his arms were created to hold you.
I'm assuming that He left out that He's told
this to every girl from his past.
Oh but He told you, you were different?
yeah, He told me that one, too.

I can't figure out what's wrong with me.
It's not like he dates just one type of girl.
He goes for the popular; the skaters; the pretty; the short; the tall.
It makes me think that the only one whose
not good enough for him in this world is:
me.

It took me three more months for you to trust me enough to "love" me.
It 's taken you two weeks since you met her to trust her enough.

I can look in your eyes and know that your lying
and yet im still with you, standing here trying
i fell for you and now i cant get myself back up
i dont understand i hate you as much as i love you
but it seems impossible for me to give you up.

I'm not sure what I'm afriad of more.
That if I finally start letting go of you,
that you might start to catch on?
Or that you dont.