She closes her eyes
and goes to her happy place...

I thought I was kind a pretty and I thought that I...
I thought good things about myself and try to keep...

I get cold, scared and nervous
I try to yell out...

Walking down the long hallways,
the smell of family all round...

H is for happy
O is for outstanding...

Heavens not that far away
but is really not that close too...

I wish i was a bird
so i could fly far ways...

Every day you see me here
I m alone...

The end was near and Jillian feared for her life
Each day she would pray, to the fathers up above...

She sits on the floor
with her back against the wall...

Sometimes i sit
sit right here...

I don't know if you know this
I don't even know how you feel...