I knew acting would come in handy
Now I can hide my saddness
And my pain
...
And now my heart

Welcome to the life where you are hated

Would you die for me?
Yes?
Why would you leave me to fend on my own then?

Drowning out my screams with music

True bordem is sitting in a white room talking to yourself

My day is like todays weather
dark dull with only small hints of clear

Dig a deep hole, label it friendship, push me in and bury me alive

Arms a mess
Leg a state
These tear stianed cheeks
will stay forever

Death is your one true destiny that can never be changed.

How many ears do you need till you hear me crying?
How many eyes do you need till you see my bleeding arm?
How long will take for you to save me?
How does it feel to die?
It can't be worse than this...
So I'll say my goodbye