Every time i'm around him it feels right, i get a warm feeling in my stomach, I can't help but smile. His hugs are my drugs and I just wish he'd hold on forever. But he's not mine...

I miss you, and I know I shouldn't, and I know I don't deserve to. I'm sorry I hurt you just by keeping you in my life, making you watch me be with him, but I can't live without you in my life, I'm selfish but I'd miss you if you ever left.

It finally broke the night you spent with her. Before that I still held some faint shadow of a feeling, but knowing you were with her, my best friend, felt like a knife in my back. You finally made me able to let you go for good.

I defended you to the people who said you were a player. I guess they were right, because only a player would stay away only to reappear when my best friend came to stay

He accused me of wanting to get married for all the gifts and expense. I replied: "No, I want a wedding so that I can marry YOU! Is that such a bad thing?" How could he think it was anything else??

If you can break that simple promise, the only one I ever asked of you, then what's to stop you breaking the most important promise of all, to always love me and be true??

I used to think love would be enough, but if you don't want the same things, to go the same direction in life, how can I go on? I don't know if I'm willing to give up everything I thought I would have, even for the love of my life.

You won't even say we'll be together forever. Is it that you can't promise the future, or that you can't promise I'll be in your future? Shouldn't you be willing to make some sacrifices for my happiness, like I have for yours? Isn't that what love is?