There is no such thing as a story tale beginning
Let alone ending...

I just wanted you to know
to know what goes on inside of me...

I have given in again
to these thoughts that will never end...

I'm sorry for the way I acted
I'm sorry for the lies I told...

Did you know how much I truly hated you?
Did you know how much you used to piss me off...

You can't change the past
the present is here...

Don't ask me how I am
I'll always say alright...

Don't be afraid
I know what I'm doing...

Life isn't anything
it means nothing to nobody...

I wake up to find myself after all these years
hating life...

You know my life isn't good
but sometimes not all that bad...

It's happening again
i just want it to end...