I have given in again
to these thoughts that will never end...

Do you know
that I love you...

Life isn't anything
it means nothing to nobody...

I just wanted you to know
to know what goes on inside of me...

Everyones in bed
no one hears my tears...

She's sighing!
She's crying...

If there is a god
why isn't he here...

I'm sorry for the way I acted
I'm sorry for the lies I told...

11/27/05
I’ve had enough now...

You know my life isn't good
but sometimes not all that bad...

A closed door
a shattered heart...

I wake up to find myself after all these years
hating life...