"When I saw you I was afraid to meet you, When I met you I was afraid to hold you, When I held you I was afraid to kiss you, When I kissed you I was afraid to love you, Now that I love you I am afraid to loose you!!!"-unknown

Today you told me that you couldn't talk to me anymore, so now i'm telling you, i don't think i can hold on anymore.

You beat me, hurt me, break me, and destroy me......then I'm finely set free.

"now I'm free
no longer forced to be
the girl you never see"

(from my poem "what would you do if you knew?")

Cry so loud that no one can hear you

Cry cuz no one can see you.

I have all these cuts because every time you hurt me i went and hurt myself.

People ask me why i hold on to something i will never have......i tell them cuz if i let go there will be nothing to stop me from falling.

My friends say i should just forget about you and give up. that i should stop trying, but i can't....and i won't!

How can you love me if you dont even know me?