My life, My Friend,
My beginning, My end...

This world is crazy
and going insane...

We made it through nights
Of never-ending pain...

It's like asking why without the how
It's like living the THEN but not the NOW...

Sometimes it is tough
To even get out of bed...

One cut, that's all that I need,
Open my skin and watch it bleed...

My heart starts to beat faster
I'm running into a fatal disaster...

I've been alone now, for a few years
Fighting my own fight and wiping my own tears...

Dear angel of mine
Who is looking down on me tonight...

It's been over a year without you here
It feels like I've been stuck in first gear...

I don't understand
The meaning of life...

Three months ago,
I went to a counselor's office...