I close my eyes to hide my cry,
Silence expels me from asking why...
We use to be one solid team,
We would fight this crazy world we live...
So you ask me,
What I need in my life...
Some people say I'm a child of sin,
They assume I am from the trouble I've been in...
Around 4 am, i left your house last night
You were sleeping, i was thinking about our fight...
Is this MY LIFE anymore?
Seems like I've been locked behind this door...
Waking up seems so hard anymore,
I can't be happy like I was before...
So can I go a little bit back in time,
To a point where I can leave you behind...
Tell me that you hate the new person that I am,
Tell me that you don't give a damn...
We used to have everything all figured out!
Nobody in their right minds could ever put us in...
I'm crying so hard and nobody will find me,
I'm still here but the real me, nobody will see...
This hole I'm in is growing deeper and deeper,
After I discovered a disguised promise keeper...